怪髮型藏著悲傷過去　沃克走出童年陰霾變髮重生

馬刺隊年輕好手沃克(Lonnie Walker)是球隊重點栽培的球員之一，而他超獨特的爆炸頭更是他進入聯盟後最大註冊商標，但沃克近期卻把這超具特色的爆炸頭給剃掉，並且告訴所有人關於這顆爆炸頭蘊藏的悲傷回憶。

沃克在個人社群透露，自己曾在國小五年級時遭到親戚性方面的侵犯，而當時懵懂的他對世界上許多事一無所知，沃克不知道為何會被這樣對待，甚至不清楚他們到底在幹嘛，但從此以後，這件事成為沃克心中最大的陰影。

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The real truth as to why i started doing this early 5th grade, it was a cloaking device for me. During the summer of my 5th grade year I was around more family. Some that names will be left alone I was around more. I was sexually harassed, raped, abused, I even got accustomed to it because being at that age you don’t know what is what. I was a gullible curious kid that didn’t know what the real world was. I had a mindset that my hair was something that I can control. My hair was what I can make and create and be mine. And it gave my confidence. As of recently I wasn’t at my best. Previous History popping up in my head and it sucked mentally “demons”….. because of this virus, I began to truly look at myself in the mirror and see who I truly was even behind closed doors. Long story short I have found peace and internal happiness through this journey god willingly. I forgave everyone even the people that don’t deserve it why? Because it’s dead weight. Time doesn’t wait on anyone so why should I waste my time on it ? Me cutting my hair was more than a cut. My hair was a mask of me hiding the insecurity’s that I felt the world wasn’t ready for. But now better then ever. Out with old. In with the new. I have shed my skin mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually. Life will always be hard. Gotta play with the cards your dealt with and try and make a winning hand. And if you lose. It’s never a lost. It’s a lesson 🙏🏾. I’m gonna be off this for awhile still growing through this. Just know I love each and everyone one of y’all. Peace love and happiness 💕🙏🏾

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而沃克認為世界上太多事情不能控制，但他可以決定自己的髮型，於是他開始留著爆炸頭，沃克認為這顆爆炸頭就像他的隱身衣，能成為隱藏自身不安的面罩，也因此即使不斷被消遣，他也不以為意的保有這獨特造型。

至於為何沃克近期會決定剪到三千煩惱絲，他坦言的卻經過不少掙扎，但因為疫情期間多半待在家中，沃克深思許多人生道理，因此他決定與自己和解，原諒那些曾經傷害他的人，重新開始用更正面的態度迎戰人生中所有挑戰。

看似逗趣的髮型，背後卻是這麼令人心疼的事實，想必許多球迷也相當震驚，期待沃克能在戰勝自己曾經的陰暗面後，將這些難過化為在場上拚戰的動力，成為黑衫軍新生代不可或缺的後場要角。

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